Wedding Update!!!

I haven’t updated in a while. But any thing new going on with the sister you can read about here on mom’s blog.

Only thing going on with me is work, school and wedding planning!!!! Mom and I found the hall and I LOVE it. As soon I walked in I knew I wanted our reception there. Then I found out that not only can we have our reception there we can be married there right in front of the fountain inside. The picture is above.

It’s a great idea. They even give me a room for the bridesmaids and I to get ready together before the wedding and we get a free bridal suite and a hall the next day for the gift opening. They hold a block of rooms for our guest to so rent at a discounted rate so people don’t have to drive.

My FI (fiancé) is still deciding if he want to have the ceremony there or a church. I think at first he like the idea of doing everything at one place but now he seems to be thinking that he would like to be married in a church. It doesn’t matter to me so if he wants a church we may do a church ceremony and just the reception there.

Mom has been helping a ton. But I am very indecisive when making any decisions and I know that drives her nuts. I still haven’t found a dress so I think I’m going to wait on the dress shopping for a while. I still have 563 days until the wedding so I can focus on other things now.
I have most of my bridesmaids picked but there is still an opening for Kelly to be my maid of honor but we’ll see.... My two closest friends, as of now, are going to be my maid and matron of honor but they know that if Kelly gets it together she will be the maid of honor and they will be bridesmaids. Luckily they’re awesome and would rather have that then for me than to do it themselves. But like I said we’ll see.

We haven’t seen Kelly since the beginning of October.

It really sucks to be planning my wedding knowing that unless Kelly is good and clean she won’t be my maid of honor. No matter how great my wedding is (and it’s going to be great!) It won’t be the way I always pictured it unless she there standing next me. But what can you do?

My beautiful ring!!!!

GOOD NEWS!!!!

I’m engaged!!! Whoo hoo. While I have had the date and sort of been planning the wedding with mom for a while it was not official until Joe proposed and I get the ring which I got on Wednesday. I am so happy. I was crying and hopping up and down. Its great. We decided our date is going to be May 2010.

Mom and I are going dress shopping tomorrow (its never to early to start looking for dresses) and now the planning is in full swing.

I’m so happy now I just have to get the nerve to tell Kelly she can’t be in the wedding unless she get clean…..

I have been tagged!!!!

I have been tagged by my mom and need to come up with 6 unspectacular things about me. I tried to get her to tell me what my 6 things should be but she won’t.

1. I love love love Elvis Presley. I don’t know why (he died before I was born) but I just do. I probably have thousands of dollars of Elvis stuff that I have gotten from friends and family over the years and I never get sick of it.

2. I hate hate doing dishes. I try to do it as little as possible. It’s the most boring thing to do and I always end up soaked.

3. I (with the help of my mom) am planning my wedding to my boyfriend even though he hasn’t gotten me an engagement ring yet and he knows it.

4. I have a turtle named Tippy.

5. I have an old, ripped blanket I won’t get rid of that is in such horrible shape it leaves pieces of fabric around the house and I refuse to throw it away. I love it.

6. I’m not stupid but I am constantly doing some dumb ass stuff. The other day I was frantically looking for my contact I thought fell out my eye onto my couch but it was stuck to the side of my temple. LMAO!!!!

Call someone who cares. (Not me)

If you’ve read my mom’s blog. You’ll know what happened Saturday when we tried to have my mom’s birthday at my house.

Kelly got there ass late and when I started really looking at her I knew instantly. I called her on it right away. Maybe I could have been a little more constructive while trying to talk to her but it came out like "What the f*** is your problem. Your absolutely wrecked." She then told me I had no idea what I was talking about and I proceeded to tell her that I didn’t want to hear one more word out of her junky mouth and told her she disgusted me.

If my mom was not on her way I would have just kicked her high funky ass right out my house.
I was (is) so mad. My hands were literally shaking. As soon as I let my mom in the house she knew I was upset about something. I was really trying my hardest to look happy and try not to let my mom know anything was wrong. (Its times like that I wish my mom didn’t know me so well). But as soon as mom saw Kelly she knew and she came right in the kitchen and asked if Kelly looked high and if that was why I was upset.

Its just so ridiculous. If she wants to live a lousy, nasty, needle riddled life than its her choice and frankly I’m sick of trying to make things good for her. If that’s what she wants to do FINE!!! But at least have the decency not to be fuckin high at your mother’s birthday, you fucking idiot. For just, I don’t know, a half a day think about other people and not yourself.

My mom told me about her crying when she got out of the car. But too frickin’ bad.

Oh, I’m soooo sorry. Did I look at you funny?
Did I hurt your feelings. Did I say mean things and made you cry?

Well that is just to damn bad. You have made us cry too much for me to feel bad about your high ass crocodile tears. I don’t give one good flying fuck anymore.

I don’t want to hear that your hungry, broke, sick, having a bad day, detoxing. Don’t come to me with that shit anymore. If I do even answer the phone (which the chance of that happening is slim) you will get not one ounce of sympathy from this bitch.

Don’t waste your last fifty cents calling me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!

Today (July 24) is my mom’s birthday. So in honor of her birthday I’ve decided to talk about the some of the great things about my mom.
She and my stepdad have the best relationship I have ever seen. They love eachother so much and have such a good time together that people have actually said they would like a relationship like that.
She is super funny. She makes me laugh on a daily basis. That is not easy to do because I am a cranky bitchy girl with a very short fuse.
Everything good/nice about me and Kelly we got from her. Kelly and I have discussed this and are in total agreement about that.
She is the most selfless and giving person in the whole world. She is constantly giving people stuff and helping people. She doesn’t do it for any other reason than she is just nice like that.
In my opinion, she is the best mom anyone could ever have. She made dinners and made us sit down to dinner every night. When we found out I was graduating high school (it was touch and go for a while) she was so happy and proud. She cried every time I had to put on my cap and gown. (She has done so much more but if I list it all I’ll never get back to work)
I have met lot of other people’s mothers and they are great. But my mom is awesome. I think I got crazy lucky to be her kid.
I don’t thinks he knows this but she is my best friend and I would be absolutely lost without her.
So when anyone gets a chance go over to mother of a drug addict and which her a happy birthday.